Mental health is not something to use as a weapon by people who want to make you look stupid by just saying “He has mental issues”. I have had to as a christian really forgive someone who said this about me to people at work, in-front of me, a couple of days ago. I had…
Sometimes its the little things that matter
Life sometimes makes absolutely no sense. The little things can either settle or unsettle my mind. I can be busy and someone comes to me with something that really doesn’t matter in my mind and it can knock me off my focus, as to me its trivial and equally someone can come to me with…
Mind your P’s and Q’s
P stands for PRAYER and Q is for QUETIAPINE. Both work really well. Esp with Bipolar. Lately things have “felt” really good. Not as in being high on life and thoughts and life going at 100 million miles per hour, where your unable to stop yourself and annoying everyone around you in the process. I…
Thoughts get stuck like a Broken record.
One of the worst things I would say about being Bipolar / PTSD is the fact that if someone says something about you on Social media, its hard not to respond in a really nasty way, especially if those comments are unwarranted and untrue. My default mode is to fight back, but I am in…
My past has NO place in my future.
Bold statement, the title of my blog today, yet I find the need to say it. “The past really does have NO place in my future”. I cant live it all over again, I can’t keep going over the same scenarios and expect things to change, I just can not and do not want to…
Still Normal as far as I’m concerned
So my old computer packed in, I managed after a lot of patience to get it fixed, and it is now my bairns homework computer. I lost absolutely everything because of a virus. Thankfully I had backed up a lot of photo’s onto the BT cloud. Now I have a nice new computer. 🙂 Medication…
New Tattoo; The Semi Colon;
; A semi colon is where an author can choose to finish a sentence with a full stop, and decides that the story is not finished yet, and so places a semi colon. I have chosen to have a semi colon tattooed on me along with a splash of colour and My eldest sons wolf…
Running at a million miles an hour………
There are times in my journey where everything goes really fast, and its usually for the better when I do. (But sometimes it can just be manic) This time I canna help but feel its for the better. Since August when I broke my arm, then lost my uncle, 2 jobs, and my sanity, everything…
New Life, or is it just my eyes are opening.
So I went to church with my family today. and there was this song that they sang. I need Gods Love like the next person, the cross is where it all hinges. So I will continue to reach out to him. I have had to let go so much recently, I have been unfairly treated…
One day at a time………….
So Last Wednesday I started taking Quetiapine along with My Setraline. Oh my days, what a difference it has made, and its happened just as I’ve started my new job. I now start at 5.30am and finish work by lunchtime. There have been things said that would normally knock me right back, but the Quetiapine…
Bipolar Christian 